The one that got away.

Dear you,


I’ve tried to block your memory to protect me from the pain, pretend I never knew you, and never heard your name. But the walls aren’t strong enough and I fight my tears in vain. The feeling comes creeping through and the hurt is still the same. I wish I could forget you, or make you see me now. The pain will ease in time, and though I know it’s over and what we had is gone, the memories will live forever in a corner of my mind.


We got some real good memories with each other. There are things I hold close to my heart, and know I’ll cherish always, because they were times spent with you. Maybe it wasn’t all wonderful, but what is? I had tears, yes, but that’s okay, because I had you; I had laughs; I had love.
Maybe we weren’t meant to be together forever. But I thank God daily that he put you in my life, and made you mean something to me…everything to me. Even if it wasn’t forever.
And if ever you look back on times we had, I hope you smile.

I miss the way you told me you really loved me, but that’s what happens when a couple breaks up; the love fades, and you have to get used to not hearing, ‘I miss you,’ or ‘I love you,’ anymore. And the rest of your days are spent on trying to let go, or trying to move on. Or convincing that still hopeful heart of yours, that there isn’t a chance left in the world that you’ll both end up being together again. Then you have to face the heartache that comes with the thought of your love being with someone else, and realize your chances of ever being with them again are getting more and more thinner each day. 
Yes, this has all already happened. But you know what, I still miss you sometimes.


You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this; No matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes and the tears we’ve cried; though I saw this as a possible outcome, I took the risk and gave you my all. Never, ever, did I give up on you. Do not give up on yourself. Believe. Anything is possible. And if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach.
I miss you.




Its so hard to lose the one you love. To finally have to say goodbye. You try to be strong but the pain keeps holding on. 
And all that you can do is cry..
Deep within your heart, you know its time to move on,
When the fairy tale you once knew is gone..
-Blaque


In another life, I'd make you stay...
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